I am a kidult......

  
                       

When I feel crying

I lit up my face watching at the sky

When I feel crying

I never blink my eyes

When I feel crying

I run far away from the crowd

When I feel  crying

You are the only one I think about

I want to lay on your shoulder 

I want you to hold my hands 

I want to weep in your arms around me

Those are all impossible

so I don't cry 

Cause I know you won't do that

But  I still want to cry when I realize that you will never do so 

Conflict in my eyes as you are the conflict in my mind.